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Why Am I Doing This?

Okay so I haven’t been back to therapy yet, I’ve still got to get a referral from the doctors.  That’s not what this post is about though.  Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about my ex boyfriend, Tony.  Yeah, the one who cheated on me.  Except he might not have.  Ever since we broke up there’s only been one person who insists that he cheated, the one who told me in the first place. Everyone else thinks he didn’t or that they just don’t know.  One thing almost everyone thinks: he’s still in love with me.  I don’t know if I believe that.  I don’t know what to believe anymore.  Everything about guys just has my head spinning lately.  So right now I’m starting to talk to him again a little, and I might like him again?  I don’t know.  I really don’t want to.  This is a mess.

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