Now It's For Real (Not really)

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on November 10, 2012

well i did it.  i finally pushed him away.  the only one who i felt like i maybe could trust everything with, every part of me and someone i could have loved.  he wanted to help, he wanted me to tell him and i said no.  after he told me all that stuff about him.  im the problem, i promised him something i simply couldnt give.  at least now i have my answer, i really do care about him.  it wasnt just me and my need for something new and exciting.  because now that he’s gone, i finally realize how important he was to me.  and now he’s gone.  its for the best, i would have hurt him.  pushing him away was all i could do….but i wish i hadn’t.


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